No real big news. Mawmaw made the plunge and purchased a Pack-n-Play for her home, which is dangerous. Now its going to be overly tempting to take advantage of her capabilities (she also has a backup carseat base) and let her babysit very frequently. But she loves her grandson well, and I'm sure he will grow up blessed b/c of her caring. We are so thankful to have people who love him around. Just b/c Sarah is now a homemaker doesn't mean there aren't plenty of times where we need help.
So, I wanted to give a little insight I learned recently. Sometimes, when I blog, I feel like I'm trying, for the reader, to look just a little better than I am, look a little more spiritual, and pretend like I've got my act together and the Holy Spirit is flowing through me at all times. And sometimes it feels fake. I don't always think or act the way I write. But this I know: God has given me a desire to be a city on a hill, a light shining on a lampstand, and I want people to see the glory in me that is Christ alone. My pastor taught me Sunday that occasionally even he doesn't feel like preaching the Word, that he doesn't feel like he is "overflowing" with the Spirit. But he does it anyway, b/c it is his calling, his privilege, his responsibility, and to his benefit when he is obedient.
Therefore, I will continue to praise His name, and give thanks for God's blessings in my posts, even when it may be the first time in several hours of my busy, sinful day that I have thought about Him. No, I am not a superstar of the faith, but with the Lord's help I will be, and His glory will fall like rain on all who take the time to read this. Thanks for listening.
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